Working Thru Resistance...

I'm currently feeling an incredible resistance in moving forward with pretty much everything in my life right now...especially my music.

I can't tell you what exactly is holding me in this spot...but whatever it is [fear], it's strong.  It's crazy.
I've been attempting to write my bio for [at least] a month now and every time I get to the page to begin, I stare at the blinking cursor and my mind shoots directly into outer space.  There's a part of me that is resisting because I don't like writing about myself...another part of me is resisting the same way I resist when it comes to writing a resume [it's an arduous task for me, I detest doing stuff like that]...and then there's something in me that has my hands and mind energetically tied.  
A friend of mine even offered to write my bio for me (which I was excited about and I absolutely appreciate), but shortly thereafter, the Universe delivers me a message "No one can write your life story better than you."

Dammit.

Now I really have to write this damn thing.

eh.

You would think it would be easy, but it's not. 
Not for me anyway.

All that runs thru my mind is "Why the hell do I need a bio anyway? Can't I just say that I'm from a galaxy far, far away and let that be it?"

So, there's that.

As I write this, my guides tell me that "Yes, I can...It's YOUR bio...say whatever you want!"

I realize that my hang up is "What will other people think? Those who 'know' me?" [Well, I know better than that! Let people say whatever they want.  At the end of the day, no one really knows me better than me.  I don't need to appease the masses with something that would make them feel more comfortable with something I'm saying or doing ESPECIALLY when it's about ME!]

::*side note*:: I just realized after reading the above paragraph, that this "dilemma" is all a head game.  My [egos] imagination has gone so far as to attach the idea that someone else find my bio unacceptable...when in fact, there IS NO "someone else"! It stems from a negative subconscious program of feeling inadequate.  When in fact, I know that I am always good enough...I am a divine being, here to create my own experience based on my own desires. ::*end side note*::

So, my bio's gonna be creative, beautiful, and from my heart. 
If it's not good enough for anyone other than me...fuckit!...it's gonna be good enough for me!


Writing.
This is how I work thru my resistance.

Thanks for reading!

kiss kiss bang bang!

♡

me.

theGoldenChild

I'm happy about this.

MUSIC!

Petit a petit

l'Oiseau fait son nid

thank you to everyone and everything and all things and no things!!

thank you!

:-)

Conceive. Believe. Achieve

♡.

Take A Chance!

"Don't listen to those who say, 'You're taking too big a chance.' Michelangelo would have painted the Sistine floor, and it would surely be rubbed out by today. Most important, don't listen when the little voice of fear inside you rears its ugly head and says. 'They're all smarter than you out there. They're more talented, they're taller, blonder, prettier, luckier, and they have connections. I firmly believe that if you follow a path that interests you, not to the exclusion of love, sensitivity, and cooperation with others, but with the strength of conviction that you can move others by your own efforts, and do not make success or failure the criteria by which you live, the chances are you'll be a person worthy of your own respects."


[~NeilSimon]

Beethoven Returns...

as a cat!




Loving this!


♡.
me

Unlearning Fear, Remembering Love.

"Love is what we are born with. Fear is what we have learned here. The spiritual journey is the unlearning of fear and the acceptance of love back into our hearts."
- Marianne Williamson


Unlearning fear is not the easiest thing to do, let me tell you; but, it IS, in fact, possible!
It does take some work, however...spiritual, mental, emotional, and physical. Along with this work, we also have to allow room for personal growth--and, when we are willing to do these things, it is then, and only then, when we are ready to know Love.


We can think that we are fearless in our minds, and maybe even feel like we can do anything...but until we actually take the step and DO IT...the rest means nothing.

Our Spirit already knows freedom. It knows what It wants, why It's here, and what It's supposed to do. The only thing that ever prevents us from actualizing the freedom we are seeking in our lives, is us. All the while, in our quest for freedom, we are asking questions, searching for our true selves, but we forget that all we have to do is ask our Spirit for the answers--they're already there!

Ask and you shall receive.
Ask and it is given.
All you gotta do,
Is shut the hell up and listen.
[~theGoldenChild]

So, when we find ourselves stuck in the thinking and feeling stage, but not moving toward being fearless and free in our lives, that's when we call on our Spirit for help. We are in such a rush for a "quick fix" in life, that we go to the ends of the Earth frantically searching for the one thing that we carry with us the whole way...and we do it completely unaware.


There is NOTHING out there for you.

Nothing.

No thing.

Everything that is for you is IN there.

IN you.

It is YOU that creates the "some thing".

And, it's that "something" that is what you bring to the world...for the world.

This is what we have become afraid of.
We're afraid of ourselves!
Afraid of our own uniqueness!

But, this is what makes each one of us special...and like no other.


You are the only one who can be your Self. No one else can play your role in your life better than you can. Whatever it is that you choose to be, how ever it is you choose to be, and who ever you choose to be...it's up to you to be good at it. It's up to you to decide what kind of you you are. No one else can do it for you.

It's that simple.

When you create your life...create out of Love, not fear...then you will know and understand the beauty that is within you.


...and you will never be afraid again.


Remember YOU and remember Love.


choose happiness.

♡
me.

"FUCK YOU!" 000, 000, 0000

I can't get enough of this song!