I saw You today.
I saw how hard it was to stay mad at You for even a moment.
It was like yelling at a puppy.
I instantly felt bad... and silly.
I had to restrain.
To control the urge to grab You and kiss You.
I even played off the gestured hug.
Instead, I just smiled inside... and adored You.
As I reflect on the Moment.
As I replay it in My mind.
I think about what the outcome would have been.
Had I not refrained.
Had I just let Love.
I hold back because of You.
I hold back only in Your presence.
I do it for You.
That is my reason.
My Heart is overflowing.
My head is trying to keep it under control.
It's an arduous task.
One that shouldn't be necessary.
I Pray silently.